Fine, very fine
[Part of my past - Daphne loves Derby]

Today, I have come to realise that some people just, don't ever change (for the better). Give them a month, 2 months, half a year, and they still stay the same. Nobody is perfect, no one is. So, you tell yourself to look beyond that someone's imperfections, and to notice the better side. Then comes the trying, and succeeding for a short while, before everything just falls and your mind goes back to how twisted it was. Just like before. You know, this eventually brings about something called 'guilt'. No doubt guilt doesn't help you in getting rid of those negative thoughts, but there's comfort to an extent. More like the comfort of letting yourself know that you still have a conscience to let you feel guilty about everything that's taking place. Sorry, but I'm finally starting to learn. Finally, to learn to stop hoping for you to change.

And then there's, how I used to think I possibly knew quite a fair bit about a certain someone, but after today, it's disheartening to be able to say 'Then again, I don't think so'. What I once thought seems to be getting more distant now, and I really hope it doesn't get any further than what I'm capable of understanding. Or maybe it's just me, I don't know.