Sunday, July 9

Maybe it was just momentary
{ The kids aren't alright - The Offspring }

Yesterday was a good & bad day with things like seeing everyone back in church after quite some time, getting Iddie's (and Jervis's one line) pre-national note <3, being posted to faith formation for ISP along with Neek, Nat, Nessa, Andrea & Manda though maybe I wished I'd gone to the choir cause of Gretch & the rest, attending confirmation mass at CTK = Seeing Timothy & Nicole in their best :), dinner & crash talks with the cousins !

Other than that, being stuck in the dilemma of joining catechists cause of Grace & getting scolded or blamed for not joining the ministry & making all of us annoyed as well as angry weren't things worth smiling about. But I guess maybe seeing familiar faces in CTK from school made up a little for it ?

I talked to Georgina & Melissa about how weird / irritated I felt around ____ last night & Georgy told me something that I only realised last night. Haha, maybe cousins really do feel the same after all ;O

Nationals have started ever since Thursday & the anxiety + the fear is getting to us, I'm not sure about the rest but I'm pretty certain about Aline, Clara & I. It's just the pre-national depression as Clara calls it. And there's the Chinese Os' oral on tuesday, plus our events on thursday, a week of horror I say /: 2 & 4 days of a countdown.

Whoa, emo songs back to back & a rainy Sunday afternoon, need I say more.