Jamming>> Only One; Yellowcard

Training was fantabulous :)
2Km time trial, surprisingly, I managed to keep a close distance to Aline
& sorry Catherine, I didn't keep to my promise again ):
Fast sprints, and I felt the adrenaline rush each time
Long dist were so full of energy still & endorphins make you happy & my problems seemed to disappear for that spark of time
One of the best trainings I must say

But now, all seems to be coming back & it's hard to say I'm really okay
Cause it just isn't so

I just felt that feeling I once thought will never be experienced again
The one when you're alone & left out
It just gets into me
Crying probably made me somewhat better, but it's just momentary ain't it
As hard as I try to understand the mentality of them, it always pauses at the same spot when I realise no one's gon tell me anything & just keep it to themselves
Perhaps I'm being an idiot feeling this way
You know what, it really hurts to be this way