Jamming>> Crawling back to You; Backstreet Boys

My house was filled with much noise and bustling last night
with my Dad's friends walking around most of the time
EE, so busy and crowded!
Luckily I was upstairs playing with Anabel some kiddy games that were surprisingly much fun! (:

Oh and I forgot to post this last night,
I LOVE GRETCH & IDDIE LOTS :D
how bored can I get?! LOL

Like the train on the track, You're the only one there is; loving, smiley, good-spirited. Like the horse on the plain, You're the only one there is; Free, happy and lively. You're one of a kind

Sweet, yes? (:

Confusion, distrust, disappointment, fear, insecurity are what I'm feeling now.
I feel so much like a substitute to you, someone you only turn to when you want help
Everyone says this year's a bad one, I agree.
Let's restart the whole of 2005, and not make the same mistakes we did or the things we said
What if we never discovered anything, we could still be happy and remain how we were
I'm scared, I am.
I get through everyday knowing I'll screw every test up and the fear of insecurity
Come to think about it, I don't know you
Am I such a friend not worthy enough for you to trust about such matters
It hurt so much when you lied, and worst still, you don't know you did
Fuck, I hate everything
Like what Shalene said,
I don't know who I can turn to or talk to