jamming>> whole again; atomic kitten

yesterday
had tonns of fun
cousins came over.
stupid timothy was trying to be gay by fitting into the high heels
but his feet were too big. HAHA. retard la he
and then we played ball for a while
which was equally funny.
and finally the ball ended up in my neighbour's house. oops
:)

today
ep was pretty slack. yeaps
then had art which was also equally slack cause he's at reservice. YAY.
the day just passed through like that
went for lunch with rachel and her mom and her brother
yay. mom allows me t go for the under the stars thingaling
ROMANTIC AHH

wow. 1 and half years have passed LIKE THAT
i was only thinking how long it would take me to reach sec 2. now i'm here.
but i'm still lost. not really knowing how my life's going to be like.
in the world of confusion.

not being able to smile everyday like the children on the slides eating a popsicle
not being able to enjoy myself like the children who come home from school everyday, waiting for more fun at the playground
not being able to laugh with that trace of innocence in the voices of the children who swing and have fun

but rather, i should think of my ables.
right now, i'm able to do some things i didn't get to do last time

able to go towning without my parents
able to go where i want most of the time
able to have the company of my friends

memories last forever if you keep them in your heart;
i'll cherish them before they disappear from my memory
i'll never forget

the times i smiled
the times my friends made my day
the times i met everyone i knew
the times i laughed like i was crazy
the times i knew all my friends

they'll be in my <3 forever, TILL THE DAY I DIE

; i want you to know