I open my eyes
I try to see but I'm blinded by the white light
I can't remember how
I can't remember why
I'm lying here tonight

And I can't stand the pain
And I can't make it go away
No I can't stand the pain

How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I've got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

Everybody's screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I'm slipping off the edge
I'm hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again

So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered
And I can't explain what happened
And I can't erase the things that I've done
No I can't

How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I've got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

I made my mistakes
I've got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

grahhs. MY BLOG'S SCREWED.
the words are huge. and it sucks. SO UGLY ):
nothing much today.

completed 3 hours of math
YAY. i feel accomplished.
and i feel kind. donated 10 bucks to some abandoned children society thingaling.

you never came/. i waited just to tell you everything.
but i didn't see you today.

my life's a mess. i don't even know if it's truly over.
i don't know how you're feeling.
i don't know anything.
now. my life's just work.


9 days to the 16th of june;