jamming>> girl; destinys child


why can't YOU just understand. so what if i knew the questions
doesnt mean i must get full marks right.
why can't you just accept it. my math sucks.
i'm not effing smart. i'm just dumb.

i can't control it anymore
the tears just come. ihatethis.
i went for it. i don't get recongnised. i was treated as absent.
i want to run away. and leave my life.
to get away from all my misery and pain.
i'm smacked right in the face by everything.
what does reality think i am, i'm not superman or anything to handle everything at once.
i'm just someone. someone who wants happiness.
i can't take it already.
i'm bursting by the minute.